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seriously. just yesterday i had this

 i must have blinked because now i have this

my baby has started kindergarten. i have had the same feelings each time the other two started school but it seemed to get worse with each one and hudson going has hit me like a ton of bricks. i so regret not having the chance to be at home with my kids until they were old enough for school. and life is so crazy (always...i keep thinking that will change. guess not.) that i have to force myself not to think about what it would have been like to have all that time with them. but, on the positive side, i am blessed to have them on my campus, to get to see them every day and be there if they need me. plus, i'm sure having my own career and the adult time that comes with that has helped my sanity and margarita budget. oh who am i kidding? my own kids...my classroom kids...both probably call for equal opportunity drinking. so my baby is in school. i pray that he learns, grows, laughs and make tons of new friends along the way. now excuse me while i fall in a heap on the bed to cry.

before that, here are all of the punks on the first morning. love. them.